Dreams II

I don’t know why I write like that

Like that writes me

Why would I write like that

That write likes me

.

Dream overtook my pen

Why did it take me?

Dream underhooked my pen

Carry it from me

.

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I feel sad I lost whatever beautiful ending

I wanted the end to last forever as in a dream

Second time I asked muse to marry me

Now twice rejected I learn that

muse is never going to commit

It’s the opposite of real life and I guess I

have to be glad, so be it

But the second time I thought

I thought

I should not have thought

and I felt I did not think

I felt I felt, that is all,

but I felt muse did some thinking

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You I hope there like a great tree now

underbuilding earth and finding

water deep within it

If I could just be the water

you drank from

I would be glad of it.

Or maybe that’s not true.

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I thought I would stop this nonsense

when you rejected me

but I can’t for I love you too much.

I tango with you in my mind

for I love the strength of your touch.

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Can you can you
Can you feel it?

My yearning yearning
And my burning?

Can you can you
Can you feel it?

My yearning yearning
That second spurning

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L.E.J – Tango (lyrics) paroles

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I lost the thread of my pattern

it’s all fallen to shreds

because I lost your beautiful

poetry

threading its roots

through the terre where

I thought you’d found me.

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You were like the one

I never thought I’d meet

Perhaps I’m a pessimist

Or perhaps

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It’s gone

Muse is gone.

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Nts: This was written 2020-08-04 in an offline journal in periodic intervals between 20:00-22:00 (while self-blocked from WP lol)

Never sure what to do with my offline blog-related writings; thought it might be nice to bring this one online. Continuation from Dreams (I) – that 20-word story (WP Reader link: here).